it's been almost three weeks, i still feel some bouts of sadness, like crying on the cab from school going home. i even told my textmate last night how i wish there was this certain amount or quantity of tears that i have to shed, like a bucketful or even a barrelful, and after that, just like how one changes clothes, the pain and the dirt just goes away.
an old friend even texted me "just cry if you feel like doing so. i-feel mo lng lhat ng hurt." like duh!i've been doing that for three weeks now and the pit seems to be bottomless.
anyway, i hope somebody stops me from all this ranting because i am close to reaching the borders of insanity. sometimes i feel good in the presence of friends, but i hate it when it's time to go home and start the torture again.
anyway, i am still thankful i still have my officemates to entertain me. isaw trip kmi kahapon sa UP. (barbecue fest in UP yesterday). though i didnt eat much, it was so freaking hot in the parking lot (wow!rhyming!).
i hope somebody stops me or i have to stop it myself?how?secret....i even thought of taking off my vest during the bananaboat ride in subic so that's when it's time for the jetski driver to tip the boat over, i'll be underwater without any struggle for i don't know how to swim. but i figured, these guys, (the ones i am with in subic), are just too good to me for me to cause them a lot of worries. maybe some other time...
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isipin mo lang na hindi lang ikaw sa mundong ibabaw ang dumaan sa ganyang sitwasyon...iba iba nga lang ang klase ng pagtanggap...naniniwala naman akong kakayanin mo yan kapatid, sabi nga nila at ako mismo pinaniniwalaan ko, na pag may pintuang nagsasara hindi puedeng walang magbubukas...pag may umaalis may mga dumarating...pag may dilim may liwanag (ang lalim noH) believe me totoo ang mga kasabihang ito... hindi mo man makita ngayon ang mga sagot sa mga tanong mo.. eventually ibibigay din sa'yo yun... hindi nga lang kasing bilis ng inaasahan mo...
Just hold on...may nakatakda para sa'yo...at kung talagang kayo ang para sa isa't isa kahit anong mangyayari pagtatagpuin Nya kayo sa tamang panahon at pagkakataon... pero kung hindi kahit pa magsama kayo ng ilang taon gagawa at gagawa Sya ng paraan para magkahiwalay kayo....
hey friend! cheer up!It's not yet the end of the world. Just remember that, when one door closes, a new one will open. For sure, it will be something better compared to what you had before.
Let her go, maybe she's not really destined to be ur lifetime partner. If she thinks na, its good for her, meron din somebody good for you, hintay ka lang unti...
to anonymous 1, i have no idea who you are, but anyway thanks for he comment, i'll get there, i know, i'm just savoring everything right now and letting it all linger...so that when i become 'sane' again, i know i'll love the feeling....
thanks
and to anonymous 2, i know it's u, the wife of the ideal husband, hahaha. thanks for the words of wisdom....like i always say, i am hurting but i am no longer hoping, i'll just let it pass....
thanks again for the prayers...alam ko nman malakas ka sa Diyos...=)
hey you! STOP IT! STOP IT STOP IT!
sooner, u just gonna luagh about it. take it slow. abnormal k kung mkkrecover k agad, specially with what you both had.. lagi lng kmi d2. inuman tau lagi, anyway la n q work.
ei chat, ibig b sbhin abnormal siya kya naka-recover sya agad?hehehe....
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